I got my twisties back!!!

I could't take it anymore I missed my yarn twist so much so I add them back to my hair. I changed the color thou. Instead of using forest green like last time I instead used turquoise. At first I didn't like it cuz it was so bright but I'm getting used to it! <3333 Surpisely they didnt take forever this time. It only took 3 hours or less to do it! :D soooo here they are!

and sooome that I really like alot....

anyways This weekend that past was a fuckin fail! -__- I was supposed to go clubbing with all my friends but basically everybody lagged and Christian (my boy crush) randomly got mad at me and Idk if he gonna talk to me anymore :/ and Yesterday I was supposed to have a date with this guy on Badoo, but he just lagged it too. He didn't call me, text me or another thing to let me he know he changed his mind or he couldn't make it. He just left me hanging :( and When I really needed to talk to someone Christian didnt answer his phone and never called me back so I guess he was still mad. smh I'm so tired of getting disappointed from motherfuckin boys and life. 

RANT!!!!!!

OMG my acne is in a fuckin spree! I hate my skin! I hate it! especially my dark spots!! ehhhhh It so fuckin annoying can't even take a picture cuz i just have all this ugly shit on my skin! I wish I had clear, clean heathly  skin! I just wanna wake in the mirror and just feel completely beautiful and look at  my skin and be proud and happy cuz I have baby ass smooth skin and it's clear and great to look at but Noooooo not me! I had to be cursed with horrible fuckin acne! This shit really ruins lives. cuz hello first we live in a world where you're appearance means everything. Commercials telling you to lose weight every 5 seconds and guess what other commercial you see....acne commericals! Proactive, Netrogena, Clean and Clear! Makeup commericals too! Basically telling you to cover that nasty shit or else you will be forever aloooooone! No wonder Christian doesn't like me ( and besides him being in a shitty relationship that he "loves") I'm sorry ...im not sorry I'm ranting! I need to rant! i need to express myself somehow some fuckin waaaay before I go loco in the head! (too late) anyways...I just wish I was soooo fuckin beautiful and everybody and their mommas will be like woooow she is fuckin gorgoues! but nope Everyone thinks I'm cute... "cute" sooo I'm a fuckin kitten playing with a ball of yarn....-____- cmon... or either i'm ugly/pretty got some ugly traits but I'm still fuckable... guys will fuck anything that has a hole in it sooo whatever. 

*breathe Tia breathe* I believe I am done... everybody have a great day. oh yeah I only got one follower so yah.... Thanks for following gurl! :) it really means alot to me! :D I wish nothing but the best in your life and stay awesome ;3

P.S I think I am Bipolar :P